is on you. it’s this predetermined glance that has fastened its focus. it has become unadjustable and unavoidable. you dictate my head and govern my thoughts, with you overpowering love and your consuming beauty, that swallows me up in an instant.
time can pass, for what may seem like years. i have once worried prior to your arrival that things may be different. i may look at you differently when you glance back at me, i may not feel that rush of attraction because of the time we have grown used to spending apart. it dwelled on my mind as the hours led up to your arrival. my heart jumped when i recieved your message “i’m here :)”
subconciously, i don’t think i have ever moved so rapidly. i jumped up and ran out the door. the corrider flashed past me as if i was in a moving vehicle. the red arrow for the lift, seemed slower in motion as i pushed in impatiently. i gave up and took to stairs, i flew down each flight and swung around the banister on each corner. as i flew out the door into the open foyer. then it all stopped …
i saw your face. your expression turned to a smile, the one you get when you find something you’ve been searching for your whole life. i knew the same glance captured my face. the pull i felt within my chest was profound. i ran toward the door and hit the green button, you came through in full force, swept me up in your arms and kissed me as if we had been reunited after decades, that’s sure how it felt.
i kissed your one thousand times over. i had forgotten what it was like to kiss you everyday. so i made up for everyday we were apart, times a billion. holding you made my heart race, it brought tears to the front of my eye and down my cheek. to feel you again, to hold you again. i felt like the luckiest girl in the world, i am the luckiest girl in the world.
that was last time, and now it’s this time. i miss you all over again. but this time’s different. because i know when i see you it will be phenomenal. my heart will rush, my eyes will pour and my arms will be wrapped around you. the way it should be, and the way i hope for everyday … out of 22 days, we’re down to 3. see you soon